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Bedroom Floor

by Bedroom Floor

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1.
Resonate 01:20
A soul that has departed, taken far too soon, A man never forgotten, a man I never knew, But I still feel your pulse, resonating with me, I still feel your pulse, why did you have to leave?
2.
Fracture 02:51
Restless, I'm a mess, Stress fractures and all of these aching joints, I can't think straight anymore, as I'm falling to the floor, I think I'm at my breaking point My body is a vessel for the bitter cold to embrace, Numb my mind, trap me in, how can I escape? Am I going mad? Am I too gone for reason? I can't forgive myself (for falling to this mental treason) My grave is already dug, This conscious is no friend of mine, I'm inches from pulling the plug, This is where I flatline
3.
Curse 02:20
Cut out my tear ducts, I've cried all I can, I'm sick of this agony and pain, I'm sick of this waiting for change, Constant defeat, laying on the floor, Asking God why he would curse you, With this constant suffering, And pleading for no more Blankly staring at the ceiling, Endless insomnia, Crying fits inside the bathroom, Endless hysteria
4.
Heartbeat 03:32
How does it feel? My heart beats out of my chest, As you speak, your words deep, A void opens from inside me, Emotion I thought I forgot how to feel, Brewing deep within my being, I feel my mind floating, In a never-ending ecstasy Is this what love feels like? Is it true or am I lying to myself, Or is this just a facade, Buried in my mind Is this love? Two hearts become one, a simultaneous beat, This is love
5.
Given everything, the world is yours, Silver spoon, silver platter, But the instant it's not yours, A sliver of inconvenience, Your life becomes a mess, You start a raging fury An endless warpath, You're always the victim, And everybody's to blame Hard work, and dedication, The words you live by, Blood, sweat, and tears, None of which you've ever known (Milo Stricker feature) Your kingdom of shit, Crumbling at your feet, Hold it close, those fading memories, You're a victim of a cunning scheme, Don't forget we'll be in your dreams
6.
Pestilence 03:16
Expecting praise, but we don't owe you shit, Act like you own the place, but you don't get it, Say you're self made, you believe it too, Using people to get paid, that's what cowards do Arrogance, pestilence, Radiating off of you, Arrogance, pestilence, You don't believe me but it's true, So selfish, it's just the way that you are, Don't try to play me as a fool, Act helpless, say you care from the start, But you're just acting like a tool Constricted, conflicted, You don't know how to take a hint, Addiction to attention, You make me fucking sick, Talk yourself up, like you're worth a damn, But you're no better than I am, Keep talking shit, you don't know how to take a hit, Keep your ego in check
7.
(Instrumental)
8.
Dissociation 01:55
I am certain, that I will forever remain a burden, I can't bear the sight of myself, And I know that it's wearing me down, Ripping away at the stitching, I miss what it's like to feel well, As long as my heart is still beating, Defeat is the only thing left in this life My fingers are aching from biting my nails, How can I move forward when I'm set to fail, These thoughts will destroy, I will not prevail, Attempt to defy them all, to no avail My mind is torn between myself and everyone else, A civil war with no end in sight, Why do I feel this way? Why can't I ever find the right words to say? How can I be content when I will never accept myself? I will never accept myself
9.
My mind is crippled, These demons won't leave, Every day I grow numb, Every day I grow weak Nothing will change I shake, I scream, I cry, But no one is listening, I'm left here to die, and no one can save me, So why even try? No dosage of meds, No poison in my veins, Can get rid of this pain, Or suppress the oppressor
10.
Crimson 04:46
Waste away, every day, then decay, Nothing will ever be okay, And if there's a chance I pray, To climb out of this hole A thousand problems you can't rid yourself of, A thousands wounds you cannot heal, An endless pitfall you can't escape, Your pleas falling on deaf ears, The agony to much to bear, The pain too much to handle, What's the point of life if no one is left to care? Blood stain on the wall, You had to fucking end it all

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released August 28, 2020

Written and recorded by Jesse Benge
Bass on track 3 written by Tanner Latta and Jesse Benge
Additional guitar on track 3 recorded by Lorne Zanis
Additional vocal engineering on track 5 by Will Vellek

Special thanks to Nate Powell and Luke Zeitler for providing a recording space for the album

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Bedroom Floor Manchester, Maryland

Carroll County Metalcore

Jesse - Vocals
Kaleb - Guitar/Vocals
Logan - Guitar
Ren - Bass/Vocals
Austin - Drums

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